Let Him Go

When I see you smiling at me
I feel awesome and smile at you back
Every time you are near me
I am comfortable and getting strong
The way you look at me
Makes my heart beat so fast
When you are talking at me
My anxieties go away
When you put your hands at my shoulder
I feel chilly that signs “I like it”
The way you touch my skin
Makes my heart full of love
The times your having fun with me
Thinks you are happy by my side
Every time you say, “I miss you”
I can’t fight to myself to say, “I miss you too”

The happenings in my life with you
Is just a memory that I everyday reminisce?
I don’t know what life I have at the right time
Especially when you are not with me
Sometimes I ask myself
“What if you fell in love with me? Do we live happier than this?”
I know we’re just friends
But I’ll just accept the truth that we’re not fated to take pleasure
In this life, you may know what’s good and bad
Compare to love; you know how to wish for a perfect one
You know who’s the right and happy to be with
You know who’s the one who makes your life wonderful
Maybe God will find for yours
And gives truthfully that you desire at most
But don’t push yourself to love someone you don’t love
Just to kill the badness in your heart

“Why I need to let him go?”
“I love him and it’s hard for me to do that”
“I need him for all my life”
“He’s the love of my life”
“He’s my life”
“He’s my inspiration for everything”
“I just want him to love me back”
“And that’s the hard thing I need to accept”
“We’re not for each other”
“We’re not meant to be”
“I hope someday I forget him”
“Many ways to do that and, I think it’s hard”
“Maybe someone can help me”
“The one who loves me, that I never cherished before”
“It’s time for me to move on”
“And let him go”